What you will never see….
Tears pooling behind my eyes,
Music pulsing through my chest, close your eyes
Spinning the wheel faster and faster –
Wondering maybe if you jerk it hard enough the car will flip.
Wondering if you jerk it hard enough-
Can you speed so hard it will slide through like butter.
Can you speed so hard it will feel like an accident?
End it now with one accident.
Sitting still, but pulsing inside
Screaming so loudly, but inside
Music pulsing through my chest
Pulsing the tears up to my eyes
That you will never see.